A Study of Crimson: Chapter Three

Shadow Michael Richard D’Alton.
A crimson flash. The haunting cries of dominated maidens. The heads of fathers and children mounted to spikes. A forbidding clap of thunder and a streak of vibrant lightning that filled the dusked, tearful skies above.
I awoke in a fit of sweat and an accelerant heart. Another night terror. My breath was ragged and heavy like the weight of scattered events that had stroke across my mind. I was smeared on the ground in a hopeless heap of sorrowful dementia. I immediately glimpsed around my dim apartment, appearing to be an ominously, hollowed void. I did not have the illusion of safety by my side. Sleep was not an option.
I arose from my wooden floor and I perched back down on the chair I had claimed as my temporary bed like a watchful eagle game for hunt. Only in this case, hunt was the act of waiting for rising of the golden sun.
Another clap of thunder, then following a streak of lightning. A storm was definitely brewing in the shadowy depths of the clouded sky of Nona, and a stormed had seethed and foamed within my shattered glass prison of a mind. I hell I used to call home which I was evicted from control.
I stared into an inky darkness and my breath was bitter cold. Slowly, I decrease the motion of my heart and my breath normalized. I still only saw darkness, save from the occasional flash of lightning. I felt in defeat from a force that emitted from myself. I felt the rush of sour thoughts and resentful ideas that would deem to be unworthy in the eyes in the public, which seeped through like water through broken dam. My mind rebelled against myself and it whispered nasty thoughts that overlapped one another. My apartment was silence, apart from the lightning, but I hear so much. My mind clawed at me and it took bites out of my insanity. I was not myself anymore. I only stood motionless, except for my light breathing, as I peered through murked shadow and the lies in which I had constructed to ease my way - everything will be alright when you get home.
I hypothesized that I could rationalize the events of Chesterside before they even occurred. I knew I would not bathe in the glory of success, if we were the succeed. I have rationalized outcomes and events that had passed through my existence countless times. I had gotten over death of loved ones for I knew it was their time to pass. I had gotten over heartbreak for I knew I had to grow stronger and the breaking of a heart seemed to be petty and selfish, and I had other people to attend and look after either as a friend, a daughter, a co-worker, or a sister, and I had work that was constantly needing to either be fixed or created. My problems and myself are not even an ounce of a blip in comparison to the vast size universe, and if I suffer it does not change the outcome of the universe. Nevertheless, the outcomes and the madness from Chesterside had ripped apart my mind and function my renderless to think and create. There were events and outcomes that I had never calculated or even conceived to be a possibility. Vada was of course one of those outcomes and I dare say that she was the only good one to come out of Chesterside. In time, I knew the equation of my psyche would balance out with the aid of Vada. I only needed time and a series of mysterious events and situations that would prove me time and time again how I have the ability to rationalize instances that would seem unmeasurably difficult to process for a normal mind.
I have felt alone throughout my life, but the loneliness that I had skulked in was uneasy and it festered on me. I felt so fragile and weak like a child without its mother. There was a slimmer of myself that desired the touch of another living being. I did not even try to deny such feelings that putrefied within myself.
I felt quite uncomfortable in my chair, for I moved myself around many times in hopes to cease at least a level of easement. Sadly, after countless, wasteful tries I had never achieved such. I heaved myself up onto my feet, and I paced in the darkness. I was indeed lost with myself for I did not know what I could do to preoccupy my time. I gave a tired sigh for I was tired of only those few days I have suffered from the consequence of a year. Though, it was not my decision to enroll, I still say that the events that transpired were my guilt.
Events burned and flashed over and over again in my shattered mind without my consent and I tried to tensely shake them away; but hope was in a bleak supply which I could not grasp. In mental exhaustion, hoping for it all to impede, I slouched down in the chair and I stared back into darkness. I felt as if my mind was ambushed in a fearful hourglass and dark grains of sand toppled on me, slowly suffocating it from freedom.
I began to slowly blinked away minutes, my eyes began to weigh heavy once more. The memories soon departed into a long tunnel of darkness until they were barely visible. Soon, I blinked and the sun began to dawn. It rose dramatically higher with each blink I unconsciousness produced. Then, I blinked once more and I saw a distorted silhouette of a vague figure that sat on the chair opposite from me. I simultaneously bolted away and sharply gasped in surprise. My eyes grew immense and my mind snapped into an adrenalinic overdrive.
My brain hastily registered that the figure was Dr. Amadeus who looked up at me with eyes drawn with worry. She wore one of my housecoats - a nice lavender, silver-fringed one my late grandmother donated to me a few months before she passed on. Her hair was profusely untidy and her fur was in a morning shock. She kept her hands against her thighs as she leaned forward in inspection.
“Shadow,” said she, in a calming, warm voice. She hovered a hand forth, placing it on my knee, in early attempts to calm me from my in announced awakening.
“Dr. Amadeus!” I nearly shouted. I violently jerked back when her hand was laid on my person, nearly rocking my chair backwards. Luckily, my chairs were rather sturdy, built to withstand sudden jerks and movements.
“Calm,” she lulled worryingly. “Calm yourself. You look so frightful. Did you have another nightmare?”
I recovered myself with deepened breathes before I began to expel my words to her. A deep breath. An exhale. A deep breath. An exhale. A deep breath. The commence of my words.
“Indeed I did,” muttered I. “There were flashes of terror and cries that were tangled in a crimson rage. I was deep in night. I cannot delve too deeply onto that subject on the present for my mind is too raw. I need time to adjust myself. Fret not, doctor. I will give you a detailed summary of my night terrors.” I sketched a rough smile upon my face.
“Shadow,” she said, gravely. “Why didn't you wake me up? I don't want you to suffer, I want you--”
“Doctor,” I sighed, staggering from my leather chair, and I sluggishly strided towards the kitchen without the realization of the grand lack of edibles. “I will not suffer, I am only staggered by these terrors.” I glanced into the fridge before I was met by the horror of putrefaction that I had not cleaned a year ago. I simultaneously lunged back and gagged from a great disgust.
Amadeus immediately peered over at me with a sketch of distress on her visage. She swiftly bolted to the kitchen to see my outcome of the putrefaction. She took my hand and brought me away from the kitchen as I coughed from the disgust.  
“I’m sorry!” she cried, “I haven’t gotten any food and I was about to, but I wanted to wait until you were awake, I didn’t want to leave you asleep. Oh, please, Shadow! I’m so--”
“Doctor!” I hacked. “Please, do not fret! I should have been more aware!”
“But, Shadow--”
“Doctor,” I took a grand breath of air, “I will get ourselves food. This is of course my house and I should not let my new companion starve.”
“No, no,” her eyes were woven with stress and she raised a hand, “I’ll go out shopping. I don’t want anything bad to happen to you. Please, it will be no worry. I don’t have money with me, but can I borrow some, I’ll pay you back! And can I borrow your jacket and pants? I am deeply sorry!”
I sighed, knowing that arguing would be completely wasteful. I had barely enough energy for it. I sat back down into my seat where I drew my hands together in thoughtfulness.
“Alright, doctor,” said I, calmly, “my money is stashed in my bedside cabinet, for what I remember, and I do not expect you to surrender your cash to myself. In fact, please do not. As for my apparel, feel free to borrow them anytime you wish. I need not to worry.”
The doctor smiled and she thanked me the utmost. Akin to an agitated flame she flickered off where she briskly collected the objects that were necessary for her quest for food. I merely lodged in my seat where I awaited for the doctor to be prepped.
She soon came forth fully dressed in my black frock-coat coat that was well-worn, especially at the shoulders; a cream buttoned-up shirt; a pair of dark leather shoes; and a pair of coal black jeans that had been slightly worn at the knees. These were the articles of clothing I used to wear in my time of innocence and bliss before I was drafted into a forever spiralling nightmare where my mind was a dark labyrinth where I had no conceivable escape to even dream of. I did not utter a single word about her outfit except for a small smear of a smile and the comment: “You look lovely.”
My delightful comment painted a very content smile on her round face and a delighted twinkle in her teal eyes. She softly thanked as she left the apartment, and she quickly glanced at me right before she walked through the olive door. I simply kept my head cocked downwards and I kept my hands pressed to my lips. She then left and I was lonesome in the apartment like I had been for the majority of my adult life.
In my awaiting I did nothing but sit in my chair and deeply ponder; but each time I closed my eyes I would hear the echoing screams of dying children and flashes of crimson that were my terror. I am burdened with many woeful adventures and tales that transpired over my year of campaigning that were filled to the brim with bloodshed and terror. I could fill books upon books of my dreaded journey, but my mind would be too frail to even recall the events with my own intention.
I tried to ponder upon other articles of my civilian life. I difficulty questioned what Wolfgang and his generous and kind wife, Faith, had been up to with me leave of absence. I theorized that my brother would want to visit with me in the soonest, and that he would leak happy tears and embrace me in a brotherly hug for my return. Though I did not want him to see me in my fragile mental state I knew that it would be the correct instead of acting I had not yet returned. In addition, he had my heaps mail for he would come over weekly to pick it up, but not to read it because of my own personal privacy.
I was unsure on how long Amadeus was, whether it was a few measly minutes several lengthy hours - though it felt like the latter. When she reappeared she had two large brown paper bags clutch in her arms in her arms ever so tightly and she seemed to be short of breath. I looked up at her with a great smile painted on my face for I was pleased to see her company once more. She struggled to get in but her attempts were a success and she almost clumsily stumbled into the kitchen. Luckily, nothing spilt onto the floor. She placed the bags onto the counter in a great heave and she leaned on the counter to catch her breath. I thought it was rather strange that her breathing was a pant, for we had been conditioned for the battlefield and to run miles. Though I knew how the body could deteriorate in such a short amount of time. Perhaps she had breathing troubles in the musky city of Nona. I was deeply unsure.
“Are you okay, doctor?” I asked, staying in my seat, looking forward.
“Yeah,” she panted, slowly taking off the jacket and placing it on the back of the chair. “Carrying bodies wasn’t as bad as carrying those groceries.”
I chuckled at her remark. “Doctor, you surprise me. Do you suffer from breathing troubles?”
“Yes,” said she. “I do suffer from a mild asthma, though I was fine during Chesterside, despite its bitterness and its ashen land. I was shocked, yet highly honoured, that they would even consider me to patch up the soldiers on that barren land. Perhaps it was my medical expertise and my new doctorate. The adrenaline really helped me on the battlefield, and I did drag the bodies and wounded with a lot of effort.”
“Well, doctor, hopefully we will not have to combat in such an event akin to Chesterside.” I stirred in my seat with uneasement. The talk of Chesterfield did not do me well. I stood and I strided towards the doctor and the kitchen to see if she how she was progressing.
The doctor began to unpack the groceries and while she covered her nose and mouth like a mask she began to rummage and plunder the perished foodstuffs and disposed of them in a large black plastic bag. I asked if she needed any help but she denied my offer and she requested I went back to my seat. I simply stood in the doorway of the kitchen where I gazed at the doctor and I loosely crossed my arms.
She began to place the newly bought food in the refrigerator where she had organized it in such a neat manner. She then brought out the eggs, flour, butter, and milk and she began to whisk together a thick batter of pancakes. She told me to sit down and await for breakfast, so I complied with her request. After several minutes she had magically composed a batch of pancakes that seemed rather fluffy and delicious. We enjoyed a nice breakfast together where we spoke no words but we occasionally glanced up at each other with a mouthful of pancake and an acute smile passed back and forth between ourselves. It had been the best, and indeed delectable breakfast I had ever had in over a year. Those were the breakfasts I had had with Dr. Amadeus for our time together in my apartment.
In fact, I dare say that living with her had been awkward at times, for I am an alien in the scheme of socialization, but in the majority it had been quite a boon. She was indeed a respective woman who did understand the lengthy silences that I did require and the daily isolation I needed in my room while I attempted to create stories to alleviate my mind from depressiveness and terror. Sadly, my attempts were in vain and I barely wrote anything except for this loathing piece of waste:

“A veil of darkness blanketed the lively yet dangerous city that late brisk night [I wrote]. A silver waxing moon hung high in the inky black sky. The streets still rushing by with either the motorized carriages with their flashing headlights or the roaring people out having a wondrous time. The looming buildings gazed down at the excitement and the vivacious gloom. The night was always vibrant despite the darkness, almost as lively as the day. Most of the folk wouldn't do anything too reckless or too immoral, but the cops would pick up a poor sod either drunk, daring, or just plain crazy and throw them in the slammer until their sentence had been absolute…”
I would constantly groan and swear at my degenerated ability to compose with words. I left it scattered on my desk and I would storm out from my room and I would anxiously pace trying to conceive an acceptable idea for a story.
I would always see Vada sitting on the right chair, usually deep into reading, and I would study her for moments at a time. For the first week she read, to my surprise, The Butterfly’s Eclipse. I could tell that she seemed rather drawn into the story for her eyes were drawn wide in excitement and she vaguely leaned in towards the book with her shoulders. She would gaze up at me after a few seconds and a bright smile would be sculpted onto her face. I then would sit on my seat and hand her a gentle smile in return. With each passing week she would pick up a new story - a few examples: The Scarlet Sorcerer, The Fallen of Fulgur, Elfwood, Opening the Flame - sometimes reading two in a single week, a feat in which I could not accomplish.
One afternoon, I saw, neatly tucked away in the corner of my desk, a collection of highly detailed charcoal drawings that I dare say were fantastic. A fox, an eye, a teacup, a book, and a butterfly. I confronted Amadeus about these works and I told her my opinion of their beauty. She gave a dainty and bashful smile and she thanked me for the compliment. She told me how she started charcoal drawings at a young age and had improved her abilities to a great extent ever since. She was grateful that she could once again draw after Chesterside. She questioned me if I wanted my own composition of charcoal and I happily accepted her offer.
Living with Dr. Amadeus had made me brighter, more happier and appreciative. It would be rare for me to be inflicted with terrors during my waking hours. Whenever I would be ensnared by the chasm of my own psyche I would open my eyes, gaze upon her, and we would simply discuss about hollow topics that had no real meaning but they would occupy myself. Although, in the starless nights of the inky shroud of the darkness I would wake in sticky sweat, the stench of fear, and woeful tears that would dip from the recurrence of sinful memories from a crimson terror that would sweep my mind in a horror. This would repeat itself every single night. I would not discuss this with the Doctor for I did not want her to fret. I would only pace in darkness to sooth my soul until the morning sun.
I had not been outside since we had arrived, only scurrying and mucking about in the apartment. The outdoors had little to nothing in store for myself. All I needed was my mind and fingers to compose stories. The Doctor had no objections to my choices of solitude from the bustling streets of Nona, though I could tell she wanted me to at least get some fresh air. Aside from that, the Doctor would encourage me to keep a regular and fit diet. I complied with her nutritional restrictions - for I knew that the Doctor had, of course, a much greater understanding of biology and nutrition than myself. I would always trust the Doctor with my life and wellbeing.
My life was gradually easing down into a calm simmer in which I could tame with easement, and, possibly, go out into the world that resided outdoors. My life was seemingly peaceful, as much as it could possibly be, until I received a peculiar letter after a month and a half of my return. It was bright early in the morn, I perched thoughtfully in my seat, attempting to contemplate ideas for a work of literature. My ideas were fuzzy like buzzing static, focusing was immensely difficult. Amadeus was momentarily out for the daily mail-check that she insisted she would do. She came back holding three envelopes in her hand, the most we had ever received in our time together. She laid them down on the coffee table and she proceeded towards the kitchen.
“They’re for you!” said she.
I peered at the envelopes and I leaned forth to swooped them up. This had been the first true batch of letters that were addressed to me. The first was a white envelope; “757C Oxford Street Shadow D’Alton” was written on the front in lavish longhand with crimson ink. I did not recognise the penmanship. The second letter was tucked in a sand beige envelope; “To: Shadow From: Brother” was scrawled on the front in black ink that was my brother’s handwriting. The final letter was in a brownish beige envelope; “757C Oxford Street” was printed on the front in bold black letters, most likely from a printing press of some sorts.
I immediately tore open the letter that was delivered from my brother and I instantly began to read my brother’s letter - which was addressed two days prior - in blissfulness:

Dear Shadow [He wrote],

Welcome back to Nona. I had been informed by Nona’s Military a few days prior that you had returned from bloodshed and gunfire, and that your return was a month ago. Sister, you must tell us immediately of your return, next time you venture forth from Nona. You caused me to worry! I wish to visit you as soon as possible! Faith and I had not seen you for over a year now and we have a surprise which we wish to discuss with you. We are bursting in excitement and we cannot wait until we see you again. We will be coming over on the fifth of June at three in the afternoon. We have much to discuss, dear sister! Anyway, we are so happy for your return and we wish you all the best.

- Love from your brother, Wolfgang

I gave a dry chuckled once I had finished the letter, placing it back on the table. I stared at it in merriment for moment, thinking about a visit with my elder brother. The faint images of a distant childhood murmured and laughed in my mind.
Wolfgang Chopin D’Alton was seven years older than me, and he stayed with me until I came of age for adulthood. Most elder siblings would not do such a thing for the younger. I admire and love my brother for that. I am blessed to have Wolfgang as my elder brother.
Back to the unsealing of letters, I was once again digressing. I reached forth to the brown envelope, and the contents of which had escaped my mind for it was unimportant and tedious. It was related to the Military, so I threw it in the orange, wavering fingers of a fire.
Now, the final letter - the lavish crimson letter - was the most questionable and the most important of the trilogy, and I dare say I am blissed yet haunted by the choices I have sprang forth from its contents. I slipped the letter out from the envelope and I began to read its exquisite data which was recorded in a longhanded crimson, placed upon a milk white page which hooked me like a careless fish to a fisher’s rod. Its contents:

Hello, Ms. D’Alton
We have been informed of your grand return to Nona. We are sorry we have not contacted you at a sooner date. We have been informed that you have returned to your home of 757C Oxford Street, adjacent to Williams in the Works. We are also informed that you seclude yourself in isolation, though you have taken a companionship with Dr. Vada Amadeus, Doctorate in medical sciences. We are aware that you are unemployed at the moment, therefore you have no personal imports whatsoever. We wish to refine said terms. We have a proposition. Go down to 347 Gregorian Street, a hotel. Go up to the receptionist and ask to visit room 207, which is in the belongings of Elizabeth Obson. In there you will be given an instruction - hidden and obscure in the room in a crimson dissimilar to this letter. We promise you that this will not only be a means of pay but also an adventure. Our judgements of yourself have shown that you might enjoy this. You view the world in a different lens and you do not understand why, but nonetheless, you do. We wish to uphold this fact and to help you accept and embrace this fact of yourself. You are an abnormal and we salute you for this. We plead you to accomplish the task we set in front of you. We are eager to see what the outcomes may be.
Also, you would probably want to bring your doctor friend, the choice is completely yours.
Additionally, do not think of as a mere means of work, think of this as a bit of fun, if you will. This could indeed aid you in your stories.
We wish you the best of luck.

  • The Miletus Order

I inspected this letter several times over, double taking to insure my eyes had not played any ticks upon myself. I was at first surprised, shocked, when I glanced through this letter. How someone knew a decent amount of myself without myself knowing anything about them was well above my head. I thought my eyes were causing a strange illusion on the paper. I nearly yelped in such astonishment, but I kept myself hushed so the Doctor would not fret. Uncertainty clouded my mind for moments upon end, for I was confuzzled if I should either comply with such orders or be about with my dismal life.
I sprang from my seat and a great smile was penciled on my face. I of course chose the former and I immediately dashed to my room where my wind slammed the door shut and I quickly dressed myself appropriately like a child going to its favorite playground. I honestly had no clue what or whom “The Miletus Order” was, never mind what they stood for, but it seemed rather boldly attractive. There was a veil of mystery that shrouded this Order grandly, and I was always a person to be lured into the mysterious and the unknown. Most individuals found that to be a rather freakish trait; for they prefered to stay in a realm where they were surrounded by things they knew well.
I quickly arranged myself in an old attire that once rested upon another person who wielded dreams as their own, who seemed blissfully ignorant of the true terrors that lurked behind the frail curtains of the world, who held the bounty of life in a firm grasp, and who had a wild mind that she was able to tame. I aspired to be that person once again; but the challenge was immense and it would be no mere accomplishment to achieve.
In the physical reality that we reside in, I wore a black frock-coat that was well-worn, especially at the shoulders; a cream buttoned-up shirt; a pair of dark leather shoes; and a pair of coal black jeans that had been slightly scuffed at the knees.
I dashed forth in a flurry from my room once I was accommodated for my first venture from the warmth and comfort of my home. I snatched the letter as I waltzed through.
“Dr. Amadeus!” I cried as I stepped in front of the door.
The Doctor turned from the kitchen and looked at me in surprise to see that I was fully dressed in street clothing.
“Shadow?” she asked, staggered, “are you going out? Is everything okay?”
“Grab your coat, Amadeus!” said I, triumphantly. “I have just received such interesting news and a possible means of payment!”
She threw me a strange, confused look as if my words were not of a tongue for her to understand. “Please explain.”
I handed my companion the crimson note, and she carefully read it over. Disbelief was roughly painted on her face. “Shadow,” said she, “this seems rather vague, and strange. Do you know who the Miletus order even is? How do they know that I’m living with you? This letter seems rather ominous.”
“Doctor,” said I, “Ominous or not, this is a proposition for payment. They are aware of my writings, which few people bear such knowledge. They know of my unemployment, which you are only aware of such face. And they are aware of your presence here, again, only you know such things. If you had told someone you would inform me, is that correct?”
“Yes! Of course I would! I have told no one because I have no one to tell.”
“Therefore, there are eyes are ligure upon us.”
“Then we should go to the police!”
“No. The police are buffoons and they are discombobulated.”
“Shadow--”
“Dr. Amadeus, please. How about I make a proposition of my own?”
“Okay?”
“If anything goes sour and distasteful, if we are in a terrible sorts of danger, then we shall abandon such terms of said Order and return home?”
The Doctor took a moment or so to conclude whether my terms would seem fit or not. She looked at me with her big, teal eyes.
“Alright,” she sighed. “I will follow.” She quickly dressed herself in a hazel tweed jacket; a black shirt; a similar pair of dark shoes to mine; and a pair dark-coloured pants. Then we exited from the warmth and comfort of our home, and we were met a chilled gale. We ventured from Oxford to Williams closely together as we were in search of a cab.
This was my first time in the outdoors in quite some time. The streets were bustling noisy, and they reeked of exhaust fumes that the motorized vehicles produced and the eerie sound of liveliness. These were noises and smells that I was not fond nor pleased with.
I gazed forth in search of a cab, and to our luck we quickly halted one. We told the cabby our destination once we were in and we went forth.
The cab ride was a lengthy one, and we sat in a soft silence. Dr. Amadeus took rapid glances at me to see what I was up to. As for myself, I simply resided inside my mind, questioning what there was in store for us. I admit, I was a tad nervous, but overall I was electrified for the unknown of what we would encounter. My mind was intently focused on what was to be ahead of us, I did not even think once about the horrors that had passed before me.
After half an hour, we pulled up to our destination, 347 Gregorian Street, and we departed from the cab, paying the driver of course. We were met by a large white building with seven enormous stories stacked one by one, with tall windows - some were aglow and some were dark - that had balconies bearded with ivy. The door that lead to the lobby of the hotel was a large, double-sided door that was completely composed of glass. The hotel seemed to be of a higher class variety, it was somewhat strange to see a hotel akin to this one in the district of the Works. If I was presented with such a photograph I would hypothesize that this resided in Bliss.
We walked towards the hotel with only the sound of the clamping of our leather-covered feet against the stone of the ground, and we ventured into the hotel where we were greeted by a large chamber made of tan marble with bold geometric shapes of darker brown. The desk in front was composed of a pale wood and the receptionist was a cheery, lanky wolf-chap who wore an elegant rouge coat and a shinned nameplate - John White - on his breast. He gave us a beaming smile and a firm “Hullo.”
We walked up to the desk, Amadeus behind myself, and we greeted the wolf kindly.
“What’ll it be?” he asked kindly “A room for two?”
“Indeed not,” said I. “I wish to see a person who has taken residents in this hotel.”
“Oh? And who might you be seein’?”
“Elizabeth Obson, room 207.”
“The one from that church?”
“The church?”
“Aye, yes. Ya know? The Church of Indulgence?”
“No, I fret that said Church is absent from my knowledge.”
“Ah, well. It isn’t too well know, especially with furless-folk like yourself. I’ve only heard rumours about it - and the little of what Mrs. Obson told me - and it seems rather strange.”
“Pray tell me about it.”
“Well, it’s a religion that is devoted on gluttony, and it’s been around since even before the first folk came to Dwelf. ‘The Belt is the Devil, It must be Purged.’ is its slogan. Very strange, if ya ask me. I’ve met a few of their ‘devotees’ ‘cause they seem to come and go from this hotel. Quite a lot, actually.”
“Interesting, what can you tell me about Mrs. Obson?”
“Ah, well, she’s a large dog-woman, quite large! When she first entered here I thought she was carryin’ twins, triplets, perhaps!” He heartily laughed. “She has very nice manners, and she wore a long and beautiful red dress that seemed fit her rather comfortably. She’s very quiet, almost spoke in a whisper. She also had a man with her - a tall and skinny fellow who wore a mask, a very creepy mask if you ask me! And a black suit. I couldn’t see head nor toe of him.”
“Interesting, very interesting. What can you tell me about said mask?”
“Well, the mask was pale and it had dark eyes! It looked as if it had seen something terrible!”
“Strange. When did Mrs. Obson come here?”
“About… last night. 3:47, an hour and a bit after my shift started. Strangely, they seemed rather chirpy at that hour of the day.”
“Did they leave?”
“Not that I know of.”
“Can I seem them, then?”
“Well, why do you need to see them?”
“Business. Private business. I was summoned by someone to come and meet with Mrs. Obson.”
“She didn’t speak of anyone coming to visit her.”
“Again, private business.”
“I see. I suppose I can let you quickly see them. I’ll be watchin’ you two to make sure you won’t be doing anything strange.”
I nodded in compliance and I thanked him.
He stepped forth from the desk and he guided us through a grand, green-carpeted hallway with watchful beige walls that was stamped with series of nut brown doors. Everything seemed rather neat and clean despite having people in the district of such work and industry. I did not seem a speck of coal nor even a shade of dust that seemed out of place. The workers of the hotel kept the area of temporary residence to the utmost spotless.
We advanced through a white stairwell that seemed enormous and we stepped through to the second floor that was an identical duplicate of the first. We came shortly down to room 207, a room with its number in brass.
John White tenderly knocked on the door to see if anyone was risen in the waking world. There was no response. He knocked once more. The same responsive silence.
“Mrs. Osbon?” said he. “You have some visitors.”
Simply silence.
I had an unusual feeling that was delved deeply inside my stomach, muttering to me that there was something amiss. The silence, in my mind, seemed eerie and wrongful.
“Mrs. Obson,” he slowly creaked the door open and he peeped inside. He gasped and jumped in a fright, collapsing to the wall opposite, with fear clearly woven into his eyes. “Holy hell!” he cried.
“What is it?” Amadeus asked him, scarcely. “Are you okay? What’s wrong?”
He did not speak, for his words were shaken and incoherent, he simply kept his quivering finger pointed towards the door.
I opened the door completely and I stepped into the room to see an abdominal horror that has always been scorched into my mind ever since my eyes laid upon it, though whenever I returned to it I felt a pleasant warmth flood through my heart for what the series of events would follow after this horror. Most would compare this psychological vomit-inducement with the crimson events that transpired with myself at Chesterside, which still stain my mind in a howling screech that haunts my dream land to this very day.  Though I am not most people which would entwine such a comparison. I am only myself.

A Study of Crimson: Chapter Two

Dr. Vada Thorn Amadeus. Doctorate in medicine.
I was drafted straight after my graduation of earning my Doctorate to that barren place of Chesterside Hill where I returned to my home of Nona about fourteen months later. I had seen broken bodies, bloodied corpses, and the pale eyes of the dead countless numbers of times. I had to heave the dead or the dying from the battlefield while gunfire and shouting whizzed through the bitter air. I dragged them off to the Infirmary, a large brown tent where the wounded and the incapacitated would go to be patched, and I spent days upon days with them until they were either fit to fight, kept in the infirmary till we were sent home, or left to die while they rotted and decayed. It always broke my heart whenever I saw my family-in-arms go to pass onto the grave like I had lost someone very dear to me in a tragic accident. Nevertheless, I still had to press on to insure the better health of breathing soldiers. Though, I could sense that some of the men gawking at me and fantasize about a sexualized nurse. I was not that. I was far from that. I was a war doctor patching up broken soldiers. Of course, I was not the only doctor working, but I did my contribution to a greater degree.
Around the final days of Chesterside, I found a woman lying unconsciously in a ditch with her shoulder and back gashed, and her cheek sliced. I immediately pulled her from the mud and dragged her by myself back to the Infirmary. Her wounds were clogged with infectious and mud, so I cleaned them as best I can to prevent any infection. I would say I did an excellent job, but I do not wish to be too prideful. After the washing I stitched her wounds straight up which took me over an hour. I was very precise.
For the majority of a week she remained in her deep unwanted sleep. On the Tuesday, 5:06 PM she had awoken in surprise. She looked around with such intensity in her eyes that flickered like a bright candle at our fellow soldiers then she collapsed back on her bed. She looked right up at me, and she exchanged a short thank you towards me. I wanted to remain silent to keep ease for the wounded, so I simply nodded; but then I was concerned if this patient needed anything.
“Do you need anything?” I asked softly. “Food, water?”
She stirred in her bed, “A book,” she simply mumbled. “The Butterfly’s Eclipse, if you have it.”
It was not a book that I was all too familiar with but I think my eyes glanced at it a few times when I was late night reading one of the books that we kept from our ever so small collection.
I complied with her request and I left the room in search of this book. I found it with a simple glance on the small desk table tucked in the corner where the doctors, like myself, could go to contemplate what their next cause of action was, or do what little alleviation we could attempt so our minds would not overstress. One of the doctors, Dr. Berlinger, immerse himself in his own realms of fantasy where he said he would be gone for many a day when in truth he sat there for only an hour or two. I hastily grabbed the black covered book and I returned back to the woman. I handed it to her and she thanked me. She opened the book and she instantly began to read it.
“Is there anything else I can get you?” I asked.
She simply nodded her head; and so I left her to her own devices. Though, I kept my eye on her to keep sure that she would be alright so I did not stray too far from the room.
I felt something strange with her like she was a person I was intertwined with in fate. I had a strange feeling that the infirmary would not be the last instant we would see each other. Indeed she was a very quiet soul, only seeming to read or to sleep what little she could.
Although, it pained me to see how she wailed in terror in awakening an hour after she would fall asleep. Each time she did that I always did my best to calm her down, by the stroke of her hand and the soft shushing like a caring mother, and I would just look at her so pitifully. In the first few days this happened five times.
It also scared me how she did not eat a morsel or drink anything for the first three days; but, luckily, on the fourth she began to eat, though only in small portions. She ate only a tenth of a loaf of bread throughout the day and half a glass of water. I had to aid her in her consuming, and I dare say I had to clean her up from water and crumbs that would spill on her. Whenever I did clean her up I would look at her in great detail, especially around her eyes. Those dark blue eyes that had seen so much. I feel like there was a whole world behind those eyes just waiting to be shown to the world. A whole world of teeming ideas and thoughts. I do not know why but I was deeply drawn to those dark blues. Of course, whenever she would see my eyes I would have to turn away my glance. I did not want her to question my study. I only stayed within the surface optical region. I did not delve deeper than my eyes in my studies.
After she would absorb herself in her literature or she fell asleep I sat across from her and I conducted a few notes about her. Except for the first time she fell asleep, for which I looked at her dog tags.

The Dog Tags:
D’ALTON
SHADOW
453-13-236
A NEG

My notes:
  • Shadow D’alton
  • Introverted; prefers the company of herself than others
  • Book worm
  • Favorite Book Butterfly’s Eclipse
  • Drafted (Does not seem like the person to glorify in war)
  • Abnormal Genes (Dark blue eyes, Ginger hair)
  • Relatively Young (Looks 28)
  • Unwedded (Most Likely No Relationship)
  • Healthy Condition (Very Fit)
  • Above Average Intelligence
  • PTSD

Though I did not have a lot of information about Shadow my curiosity still urged me to delve deeper. I wanted to have a greater comprehension of this woman. I spend the remaining amount of time in Chesterside by her side, not even ten feet away from her. I was always just across from her. The other doctors were fine if I looked after her; they went about like clockwork with the other patients, though I do not know if Shadow was aware of their presence because she made no apparent reaction whenever the other doctors were around, however, I saw how she took short glances at me to either make sure I was still within area.
On the seventh day after her awakening we were evicted from Chesterside and we made our way back by truck where we were packed like helpless sardines. I sat beside Shadow to insure she would be alright during the ride. There were about thirty individuals, being inclusive of Shadow and myself, crammed in one of the boxed truck. There were about five trucks in total, crammed with more than two dozen people in each. We went off at 1:26PM. The roads were bumpy and coarse throughout the whole way.
We were not fastened down to the truck so we bounced around as we all clutched to the seats in our waking hours. We all got barely any sleep over the five day trek that took us from Chesterside to Nona. Shadow got the most sleep out of everybody, getting about, from what I remember, twelve hours of sleep.
Once she woke up from her slumber she awoke with such a fright and it nearly made me jump in my seat from the surprise that she instigated. I asked her if she was okay, but she did not respond to me. There was a darkness that seeped through her sapphire eyes. I suspect that she had seen something psychological disturbing, and I deeply wished I could aid her on such things.
Once we had gotten to Nona, which was at 2:50PM, we were immediately sent to Ludwig’s Hall where we were awarded for our brave efforts and our will to fight in the face of death that we had managed to pull of for more than a year. I was awarded The Rose Heart - an insignia that showed how I accomplished great medical feats through gunfire and hell - and The Royal Cross for my services and time in Chesterside. Shadow was pinned The Royal Cross and The Scarlet Heart for her battle injuries. About one-hundred and fifty men and women were all awarded their insignias and they all stood tall and proud like valourous lions. We saluted then we were dismissed to an after party to congratulate us for our tremendously brave efforts.
Shadow was the first one to leave the gathering. She strided from the great hall of people. I tailed her to ensure she would not try anything reckless for the hall was by the side of the Holly River which led into the Whisper Bay, which of course led out seaward.
Shadow strided through a great white door where she ventured out onto the docks of the Hall that gazed out at the shining river.
It had seemed like an eternity since I had seen such a majestic sight. I only had seen the broken, the bloody, and barren land. The Works district was high and might in the background and the skies had been pulled over with a sheet of ashen grey. The production of smog and smoke was heavy from the smokestacks of industry and the distant people went about with their lives.
Shadow stood at the railing of the docks where she leered out at the river and she had something clutched in her hand. She glared down into her hand then back towards the river. Subsequently, she heaved the objects in her hands, which gleamed and glittered as shone ever so high.  She then let out a scream of anger that rippled through the air with such ferocity that made me spring from a heap of shock and a squeak jumped from my mouth.
She instantaneously glared back at me. Her look was at first enraged; her eyes had a fiery tone to them like an intense flame that burned ever so brightly; but when she came to realize that it was myself her face began to loosen and started to calm. I swear I even caught a glimpse of the faintest smile twitch across her face.
“Dr. Amadeus,” said she, surprised. “Why are you not with the other veterans?”
This was the first question she had asked me since we had met. It was strange to be the one to answer instead of question for I had many questions about her.
“I saw you dash out of the hall,” said I. “Why are you out here by yourself?”
Shadow did not answer, instead she turned back to the gleaming river and she positioned herself against the railing. “I do not want to say,” said she, solemnly.
I advanced closer to her, standing right beside her at the edge of the dock. I looked right at her dark blues. They looked so sad. They started to become red and weepy; I could tell she was fighting back tears. She did not want to seem weak in front of me, I thought. She sniffed and she rubbed her eyes, still looking out at the cityline of the Works and the river laid in front of it. I had no idea what was going on inside her head; nevertheless, I still felt sorry for her on a grand scale.
“Why don’t you want to say?” I asked, softly. “I saw you tossing something into the river.”
She glanced back at me in shock, then she looked back at the river.
“I… I thought no one was looking,” she stammered. She gave out a discorded sigh. “I… I threw my medals... and my dog tags away.”
I was shocked by her statement. Why would she commit such an act? If anyone had seen her she would have been detested, perhaps arrested; but I did not tell anyone else.
“Why would you--”
“Because I do not want a reminder!” she startlingly interrupted. “I do not want a reminder of the year I had been swept into by the goddamned Council! That godforsaken war had brought me nothing but mental and physical scars! To hell with them and to hell with this place!”
I had never suspected her to ever say to harshly-toned words against the Council - the leadership of Dwelvan Empire. I felt a great sense of pity towards her and I only wanted her to have peace, nothing else. For myself, on the other hand, did not feel a hatred towards the Council for I had done my duty for my country. I now do not think that Shadow had the same patriarchy to her homeland in comparison to myself. Nevertheless, I was frightful if her detest was affected by her conditioned PTSD. In complete truth, I had a great fear that her PTSD would be too much. I was afraid she would attempt her own life from such screeching madness.
I did not know what to come back with at Shadow’s inflamed comment, I had to calculate for several moments. As I calculated I looked at her woefully, but she did not look at me, she only looked riverwards. Once I was finished my reckoning I had a series of questions lodged in my head, though there were only a few I had asked.
“Do you live with anyone?” I asked.
She scoffed, then a quirk of a smile inched on her face. “I frankly do not,” said she, “ I live my myself and only myself.” She turned towards me as confusion shifted on her face, “Why does the doctor care?”
“I care about you,” I responded, swiftly. “I’ve seen you scarred and injured, and I’ve seen you wake from hellish terrors. I’ve seen men and women die on bedspreads and away from gunfire and bullets; but you have fought with these men and women and they die by your side. You’ve almost died yourself. I had to drag your body to the Infirmary.”
Shadow then glanced at me quizzically. “You were the one who brought me back to the Infirmary?” she asked.
“Yes,” I responded.
“Interesting,” she laughed like this was the first time she had done so in over a millenia. “You were the doctor who saved my life. You dragged me from dirt and muck, you sealed my wounds against infection, you gave me The Butterfly’s Eclipse, you helped me eat, you helped me drink, and the strangest thing of all you were always there whenever I had awoken from those ghastly night terrors.” Tears started to stream from her eyes like the river. “Forgive me if I had not thanked you sooner,” she sniffed and laughed, wiping the tears with her long, slender hand. She looked up at the ashen sky as if she was remembering something, then she gazed back towards me with a small smile on her face. “Dr. Amadeus, I am truly grateful for your services. I had never met a doctor who seemed so persistent and sympathetic.” Her eyes began more watery, so I immediately step forth towards her, and I took her hand, beginning to stroke it softly as I did in the infirmary. I said no words, I only looked up into her. She looked back at me with those misty eyes.
“Doctor, I have a confession,” said she shakily after my minutes of soothing.
I was surprised to suddenly hear her say such words. I was fearful of what she was about to deploy onto me.
“What is it?” I asked.
She stood back from me, and she took several deep breaths as if she was going to grant me such terrible knowledge that was weighed deeply on her consciousness. I gave her the time she needed before she began to say her confession.
“I had night terror on the way back,” she started. Then, in detail she began to describe a series of events that she judged to be real, but in reality they were formed in her subconscious. She told me how she dreamed us coming back to Nona, being granted our medals, and her returning to her home - a small apartment, she described, 757C Oxford Street. She told me how she only read for the first week she had conceived her return, but slowly how her body, and soon mind began to degenerate itself. How she had lost a consider about of weight, how she crept into a depression, and thought of suicide each passing minute. These descriptions began to pain my heart, but I still lent an ear to my once fellow soldier. Then, she told me how she fell into a world of murk and shadow, and saw sixteen faceless brides, and one of them was herself. She turned into one of the brides then she woke up from that conceivement of reality.
At the end of her story she collapsed to her knees and began to sob within her own lengthy, slender hands. I took a knee beside her and I committed the same comfort I had donated her prior. I had managed to calm her down after three and a half minutes.
I knew that I could not leave this woman alone in her own flat where she had dreamed of her demise with such realistic feelings to it. I could not leave my patient to her own devices. So, with a shot in the dark I asked, I asked her a question that would change my life forever for the better or the worse, that left me in both sickness and health.
“Shadow,” I started.
She looked up at me with weepy eyes and a red face that seemed in question. “Yes?” she asked.
“Can I come live in with you?” I requested. “To insure you will be alright.”
She looked rather surprised, and she chuckled at the notion. “Seriously? Do you not have a place to call your own? Will you be alright with me as a flatmate?”
“I do, well, I did, though not one I could call my own. During my doctorate I lived with a friend, and I told her that after my doctorate I would try to find a place of my own, though, this was before I knew I would be sent off to the battlefields as medical support. I had always lived better with people rather than just myself, and after the events you had told me of your night terror on the truck I can’t just leave you by yourself. I promise you I won’t be any trouble to you, I’ll just be there to make you’ll recover! I’ll be gone most of the day to the Saint Joseph's Hospital where I will resume my work, I will only be there mornings, nights, and the ends of weeks.”
Shadow gave a rather dry chuckle, and she paused, for a moment or so. “Very well,” she said, “I can see your point, doctor. A master cannot leave their dog to stray till the dog is properly trained to obey without word,” she stood back up onto her feet where the impression of a smile was in place. I thought she seemed offended by my statement. “I jest, of course. That is one detail you must know about me: I jest to a fantastic degree.” I was glad to see her joke. “Shall we leave this establishment as soon as possible?”
“Oh, if you insist,” said I. “Do you not want to see the others before--”
“No,” she bluntly interrupted. “I do not wish to see them anymore. If you want to stay and socialize with the new veterans then be more than my guest. I will hail a cab and venture forth back to my-- I mean, our home on Oxford Street. If you are going to stay then I shall make preparations for your stay.”
I did not want Shadow to travel back to her apartment by herself. Though I might have stayed only a short hour, or possibly less, I insisted I went with my new roommate. She was compliant, so we ventured forth from the Hall, and we hailed a cab. We received many strange looks since we were still in our military attire; though I was not sure if Shadow cared because she never looked back at anyone else. She simply kept her head forth as we went to the cab.
The journey from Ludwig to my new home was a complex stretch, the streets were all but a blur to me, though I do remember seeing two of the signs: Maitland Street and Ridout Street. They strangely stood out to me to me above all other streets. The interior of the cab was a dead silence. Shadow did not say a single word, she only gazed out at the city laid around us and its merged streets that seemed to pass us like sand through fingers. I was curious of what Shadow was thinking. Nevertheless, I did not wish to interrupt my new companion; but she did as a single question:
“What is your name? Your first name?”
I immediately turned towards her. “Vada,” I responded. I was ashamed I had not told her my name sooner, but a doctor does not give their name to their patient for patients and doctors do not become friends. Dr. Amadeus is my title among the medical world and the world of the unknown. At the time it seemed like a reasonable thing to tell but giving it some thought in a different look it seemed like the strangest thing I have ever done. In turn, it would become the sanest thing in my career with Shadow that has yet to be told.
Once we got to the apartment we paid the cab, and I gazed around at the sleepy street of Oxford. It seemed quite peaceful as if the world of industry and work had fallen completely asleep on this place. I dare say this was the quietest street I had ever had the fortune of being on.
We walked to the two-story, red brick building that was numbered 757 - my new home. The top one on the right was the only one that was dirty, besides the other three that were clean as a whistle. I noticed to the side of it a small sweet shop, and the mere thought of food seemed to make my mouth slightly salivate and my stomach softly grumble.
Shadow led me into the apartment, up to the second floor. She unlocked the door of apartment C and we entered through the olive green door. What I had seen before my eyes once I had entered was a small apartment that had dust that glided in the evening godrays. I took moments to take in the atmosphere that was presented before me. Shadow seemed to look at her own old apartment in great detail, she seemed to have a nostalgic vibe that emanated around her.
“This is a nice place,” said I.
“Hm?” she looked at me as if she was out of reality. I think she was deep within herself when she looked around at her apartment. “Sorry? I was… slightly…” she continued to inspect around at the clutter of her apartment - opening cupboards, looking through shelves and the fireplace that was set in front. I swear that my new companion was in search for something as if it was lost.
I looked at her puzzlingly. “Are you looking for something?”
“Um,” she stepped around the apartment with a wondrous gaze that twinkled in her dark blue eyes. “No, I do not think so. I was just… remembering this place like an old story from a distant childhood.” She stopped and looked straight at me with thoughtful eyes. “I hope this place is to your liking, doctor.” She smiled and placed her hands together as if to pray.  She sat down into the left leather chair where she instantly sank into it and a gave a murmur of relaxation. “I must inform you I practice acoustic guitar - my family has quite the musical background and my parents insisted I kept the tradition. I will try to keep a minimum to the noise. I also write and if I am not mistaken my drafts of literature are scattered on my desktop; feel free if you wish to gaze at them if you are ever so curious, though I am doubtful I will ever finish them and they will most likely never see the light of day.
“Also, please do not try to remove the orange stain: it is a momentous of a whimsical night I had with my friend, Marcus Holmes, and I would be heartbroken if it was perished by soap and bucket. And please forgive the miniscule bathroom for its size. Now! What about your personal items? Shall we commandeer them back to here? Where are they? Perhaps we shall venture for in retrieving them tomorrow?” She gave a grand yawn.
I was overthrown by this flood of information, it took me many moments to process and retain most of the information. I was surprised that she gave me such knowledge for only knowing a week and a bit, even if I was her doctor and now caretaker-roommate. I was also startled that she wrote and played the guitar, which I would have never guessed from a woman like herself. The orange stain seemed a tad odd to me and there was a flicker of curiosity within myself about said stain. As for my items, I was not concerned with them at that moment and I vaguely remember having them at my friend’s house.
“We’ll not worry about them,” said I, earnestly. “They are just things and if I can’t get them back I can buy new things. What matters now is--”
“Doctor,” she interrupted, holding up a hand in a sign to stop. “You should at least have your clothes and your personal objects. I will go with you to acquire them, if that will ease your way. Save your money for a momentous occasion.”
“Shadow,” said I. “Once my job back at Saint Joseph's is up and running then I will have a fair share of money coming in. Plus, we will be getting our army pension for our services.”
Her face shifted to something of a strain as if she had a dark secret to tell. Her eyes grew dark as if the happiness in them simply faded away. “Doctor, I will not be accepting said pension for the horrors and the catastrophes we had accomplished. Even if they point a gun at my head I will still not be supplied with their blood-money.”
I could not believe my companion. She needed the money to uphold her ways of living in the apartment. I was doubtful that she would find work as soon as possible. I was furious with her and I was tempted to slap her across her face; but my rage was just instantaneous from those wasted words, and I dare not slap my patient across its face, no matter how preposterous their words are.
“Shadow, you need the money for your apartment, for you food, for your health. Can you think of--”
“Fret not, doctor. I will find myself work quickly, or work will find me. I am a jack-of-many-trades, or so I have been told. I can compose literature; I can weld; I can wire; if I place my mind towards it I can observe the tiniest and most fine details, which can help me see abnormalities which seem bare to the naked eye. My memory is visual and I can see events that have transpired if you merely speak them. I have a satisfactory understanding in chemistry, physics, and math. Though I seek further improvement of my mind. Learning is my most favored trait of all. Given time, I could learn every fact under the sun. I dare say I can find work with relative ease.”
I was bedazzled by her feats that she had mentioned. How someone accomplished these traits in such a short amount of time is well above myself. Over my thirty-three years of living my most notable accomplishment is earning my doctorate in medicine. I also had a deep understanding in the culinary arts, and I produce brilliant works in charcoal.
“How in the Bedeviled did you accomplish all of that? How old are you?”
“I am thirty-one, doctor. How I accomplish said undertakings? Well, I set my mind towards learning. Relationships, such as marriage, and boyfriends and girlfriends, do not peek my interest and I am afraid they will get in my way. I, however, have nothing against them myself, I just do not see the possibility of myself being in one. Though, in fairness, I used to go out to pubs and bars where I would sit and imbibe, and observe the world that would be laid in front of me, and spend time with friends, of course. My friends and colleagues help me with a practical sense and they show me new ideas and forms of knowledge. For example, my friend Marcus taught me how to weld around the time when we first met, and I dare say that my abilities are almost as good as his now, though welding is not too difficult if you set your mind to it, but it is indeed a very practical.”
Her speakings of how she accomplished said feats were phenomenal. I had never met a woman quite like Shadow. Although, I was hurt by her opinion of paramours and relationships, for they do aid each other in a further understand and they can grant each other so much more. I was indeed curious if Shadow had any scholarship accomplishments like my doctorate. I was about to ask her many more curious questions but she gave a great yawn and she relaxed deeper into her chair.
“Woeful, doctor,” she said, sleepily. “My mind still in adjustment from such violence and such bloodshed. It does make me tired to climatise. My prior episode of rage on the docks does weigh on my mind, and I am still deeply sorry that you were present to that; though I am glad you sought me out. It will be interesting to have a doctor for a roommate.” Her eyes suddenly sprang up and she bolted up from her seat. “And before I head to bed!” She strided from her chair towards her room, which was found towards the right of the living room from a short hallway.
I sat in the chair opposite to the one she had sat in before and I waited for my roommate to return.
She came back many minutes later in a mahogany housecoat that seemed elegant and handsome. Her army attire must have been stored away in her room. She seemed to be more at ease with her housecoat than in her military uniform. Her shoulders seemed less tense and a smile was widely anchored on her face.
“Doctor,” said she. “The bathroom is the only door down this hall, besides the bedroom. You do not need to stride too far in the dark if you need alleviation.”
“Alleviation?” I asked, concerningly.
Shadow shook her head and she walked back to her seat. “I would rather not go into such details.” She crossed her legs tightly and she folded her arms in front of her breast, glaring at me like a watchful hawk.
“Before I rest my head in sleep, doctor, do you have any questions?”
I could not think of any questions off of the top of my head, so I just shook my head to indicate No.
She nodded, “Fantastic,” her eyes became heavy with sleep and her head slowly began to drop. A few time she would raise her head and her eyes would widen, but then she would repeat falling to sleep. I wanted my new companion to at least wake up for long enough for her to venture to her bedroom, I did not want her to rest uncomfortably on her chair, even though she told me that she would be fine sleeping on it. So, I tapped her shoulder to wake her.
Her eyes sprang open and she looked straight towards me.
“Doctor,” said she. “What is the matter?”
“Shadow,” said I, sternly. “I don’t want you to sleep on this chair, I want you to get some proper sleep in a proper bed! I’ll sleep on the chair while you sleep on your bed! Please, Shadow?”
“Doctor,” she sat back up in her chair. “You are my guest in my domain. I would like you to have the comfort. I have slept on many chairs before, and I will continue to sleep on them. Fret not, doctor. If I suffer from a night terror I will wake you?”
I sighed, “Alright,” I complied, standing up from the chair as I walked to her room feeling ever so guilty. I looked at my companion as I had got to the door, and saw that she had already dozed off into a sleep. I watched her for many minutes to see if she would be alright. For the hours left of my consciousness I looked around her bedroom, and I read her works of art. I dare say that they were phenomenal. I wish I could show them to you but Shadow asked me to not, for they are incomplete and she does not feel confident in her works. Though, the one thing I can comment about her works were they seemed disturbing: talking about death, despairity, loss, and pain, but they were so enthralling, I was shocked and saddened that she had not finished and published them. I wondered why she wrote such horror.
I went to bed around 8:45, where for half an hour before I laid on her bed trying to fall asleep, but I could only think about Shadow and what she might be going through. What went through her head? I also asked myself, Why did she go to bed so early?